224 days. #phasefour. The end. It’s finally here. This year has been nothing short of a wild ride. I don’t know how many times I’ve cried or screamed or laughed, but it has been a rollercoaster ride of a lifetime. This is the last time. Honestly, I can’t believe it. There have been so many days where I’ve felt like this day would never come. This year has made me question and look at who I am, and what I’m doing next. And nothing really got answered. This life is full of variables, this year has shown me that, but it has also shown me that it is how you handle them that really matters. So, thank you to those who stuck with me and to those who didn’t this year and the years before.
My fourth and final year at the University of Windsor has been memorable. But it’s time to close this chapter now. There are things to do in this crazy world. Big, new, and scary things.
I kept wishing for this school year to come to a close, and I’m okay that that has finally happened. There are things that happened this year that I don’t really don’t want to look back on, but that just means I’ll have to reorganise the files in my brain to keep the good stuff ahead of the bad. I think I can do that.
We’re playing the waiting game now. Waiting for final grades, counting down to graduation, counting down the days until the big move. For some of the things I have to wait for the deadline is so uncertain, at least when I was in school everything had date, everything had an end. Now I have to just let things happen, I’m too restless for that.
It’s been a weird year, it flew by and dragged on all at the same time. I was independent and left to my own devices. I found new things to do every day and I was rarely bored. Being out of the city means I have to rely on people, things aren’t as readily available. And I get so bored I start cleaning my room.
It’s time to make the most of these next few months, because who knows how long we’ve got left here.
I just want to do stuff.
Lots of stuff.
Phase Four, complete.